tiring day~

yest went jogging wif huizhu n zhenzhu after my tut.. they waited for mi in e library.. ruifang join us too.. but she din jog wif us.. she was doing her tut while we were jogging... for mi, i onli jog 4 rounds.. den i went to look for zhenzhu n ruifang.. huizhu jog 5 rounds n zhenzhu jog 2 rounds ba.. den rested for awhile.. den ruifang was 'forced' by huizhu n mi to go for a run.. we ran one round.. fast one.. hee~

played badminton 2day after my tut.. till 7pm... long time din play le.. hee~ nice~ went to jog wif nicole too.. as she reali feel like jogging.. jog 2 rounds onli.. nicole jog 3 rounds.. was playing badminton b4 we went for e jog.. so we were tired le lor.. hee~ no energy to go for more rounds.. huizhu n nicole left early.. went to S11 for dinner after badminton... reached home abt 10pm.. early 2day... haha~

still got tut to complete.. 2molo whole day tut lor.. haiz.. sianz... 9am lesson somemore.. sianz...

tired of myself, tired of my life, tired of everything.. i've lost my way.. who can help mi find e way..? i dono wat m i tinkin.. wat m i doing.. wat m i suppose to do..?

Life is like nothin.. u come to the world empty-handed.. u will oso leave empty-handed except the tears of ur loved ones... What's the use of remembering the past n live in the present..? Unhappiness now fills my heart.. half of it fills with agony that i dono how to put in words... i'm confused which is the actual me..

din haf much slp last nite... ALL THANKS to my sis... she vomited a couple of times in e middle of e nite.. mayb she ate something wrong ba.. den when i'm goin to slp at 4plus after finishin my tut, she came to mi n ask mi to help her wif her maths hw.. she hor, everytime last min one.. long holi for her to do, she dun wan to do.. den everytime approach mi in e middle of e nite b4 sch opens.. *like sis like sis hor* haha~! there goes my slp lor.. cannot jian si bu jiu mahz.. hee~! i gd hor? :Pp haha... teach her how to do.. alot of qns lor.. den finally finished at 5plus... noe wat? she gave mi her chemistry hw..!!! ARGH~~ BTH her lehz...

my lesson at 10am lor... i nid some slp.. haiz... after everything b4 i catch some slp, ask her to wake mi up b4 she leave for sch.. but she failed to wake mi up lor.. den i wake up at 8.45am... after bathing n packing n stuffs... almost late lor.. took a cab to sch...

juz nw slp for awhile.. reali veri tired lor... fall aslp shortly when i lie on my bed.. but kana woke up by my mum n my sis... they juz LUV to talk in my room... cant they tok outside? or tok softly? haiz... can imagine how loud were they to wake mi up lor... din see them tok so loud in e morning to wake mi up lehz... haha~ :Pp hee~! cannot get back to slp le lor.. mayb doing my tut later ba.. sianz...

dear zhenzhu.. i din slp in front of e com k.. hee~ i slpt on my bed... ha~! eh.. y u offline so early? miss mi rite? :Pp hahaha... dun puke la.. waste food lehz... =P

my com is getting slower n slower.. dono y... haiz...

my dad called juz nw n sae he will da bao crab... but, my sis called him to ask him dun da bao... my crab gone~ haiz.. *craving for crab* hee~

my mum n my sis r tokin in my room.. noisy sia.. cant they tok outside?? haiz...

slept at 5plus.. coz i onli start to do ouyang's sabo thingy at 4plus.. make e bittergourd juice first.. fresh one k~! haha~ i din add any water or sugar or watever stuffs.. juz pure bittergourd.. hee~ i din noe how to cut e bittergourd.. so juz anyhow cut into small pieces.. hee~ i added in e seeds too.. i din remove anythin.. haha~ din noe muz remove e seeds lor.. den they sae gonna be veri bitter.. but ouyang... weird guy.. u like bitter ah? how cum u sae nice? e smell of e bittergourd is...errRR... den i start mixing e sauces.. light soy sauce, cooking oil, salad sauce, ketchup, ma you, etc.. eh.. i added quite alot of ma you k.. it smells nice at first~ haha..

met up wif liling, ruifang n irene at bedok interchange at 10am to buy cake~ den we proceed to sch.. n put all e stuffs in biz park... we cant possibly bring everythin to e lec.. hee~

another boring lec.. abt 1/2 hr later, e lecturer is still at e objective of 2day's lesson.. OMG~ wasnt payin attention at all during e lec..

after lec.. we went to mensa for lunch.. damn full.. den zhenzhu, huizhu, nicole n mi was tinking tat if later ouyang gonna chase us.. we wun b able to run.. ha~! nicole had to leave after lunch coz she gotta tkd meeting..

first, we sang bday song for him.. den he muz take out all e 9 candles n 1 stick in e cake.. n we planned to smash his head down when he was takin out e last candle.. but we failed~! den we make him drink those *er xin* stuffs n eat dumpling wif chocolate.. lastly e most fun part~ haha~ *luv sabo-ing~!* ouyang actually stay put n let us sabo lor.. *din expect tat* hee~ those 'nice' mixtures of sauces, eggs, flour, etc went to him.. hee~ den we took pics wif him individually, he was ahem... smell 'nice' lor~ hee~

of coz my hand n my shirt kana while takin pic wif him lor.. den lance offered mi water.. actually tink he wanna pour e whole thingy on my shirt.. but i sae i din bring 'inside' one.. or else tink i will b wet.. haha~! *was it suppose to be a joke..??* hee~

den ouyang went to bathe.. he din bring 'inside' one oso.. haha~ so after e whole thingy, ouyang went home for a 2nd bathe.. den we met up at tamp mac for dinner.. all of us was reali tired.. so we left early.. at first wanted to go zhenzhu's hse wif ruifang.. but after 2nd thought, i decided to go home instead..

bathe n slp.. juz wake up.. so guys~ whoever msg mi on msn juz nw.. sorry tat i din reply.. not i dao k.. hee~

~ouyang~ hope u enjoy 2day ah~ hee~! enjoy e smell, enjoy e sabo, enjoy drinking those swt, bitter n sour stuffs.. *too bad no spicy one hor..??* ha~!

cant imagine wat will happen when it's my turn.. *worried look* haha~!

i got no lesson 2day~ coz i changed my cds to otcm... went to sch at 12noon n met up wif huizhu, zhenzhu n nicole for lunch.. den we went to slack at com lab.. den started doing my PCA tut.. but onli did 1 qn..

waited for liling, ruifang, ivy n nicole till their lessons end.. den we went to tm to get stuffs.. went to mac n discuss abt it... den off we went home to prepare~ hee~ ha~!

feeling down now.. for some reason.. haiz.. dun bother to ask..

2day lesson at 9am... ruifang gave mi a morning call at 6.30am.. but i rejected e call.. hee~ coz so slpy n tired lor.. haha.. she called mi again... den i decided to ans instead of rejecting again...

went for jap lesson... e sensei veri cute~ haha.. she was almost laffing *or shld b smiling aloud?* thru out e whole tut.. jap quite okie.. but got 3 tests, 2 quizzes n 1 project... den huizhu n mi decided to drop n add otcm if we r able to be in e same class.. went to look for chan seet meng and he sae got vacancies.. so we change lor.. same class as zhenzhu too~ hee~ but quite wasted i drop jap rite?? heehee~

~Jap lesson~

after introducing ourselves.. e sensei needed 2 volunteers to go n get e hand books frm ultra supplies.. but no one volunteer... so she asked us to play "scissors, paper, stone".. haha.. den e last 2 losers will go n get e books... e sensei is so funny lor.. haha~ den she wrote our names on a paper for us.. nice~

nicole wake mi up at abt 8.45 tis morning when she reached sch.. hee~ damn tired n slpy... almost late for lec.. hee~

CAS lec was quite sianz.. but PCA lec was okie.. heehee~ was paying attention during e PCA lec.. but juz nw nicole, liling n zhenzhu sae tat e teacher sae abt PCA project, can either do alone or in pair... but i din heard e teacher toking abt e project.. *weird* how come ah? haha~

den after PCA lec.. went for apel.. got an assignment ba.. quite diff lehz.. to mi la.. hee~ apel was boring...

tis sem is so sianz.. haiz.. perhaps coz i m alone ba... *wo yi ge ren~*

eh.. 1st day of sch 2day~ 10am lesson.. ruifang wake mi up at 8am... reach lab at 9.45am.. i m not late k~ hahaha...

after CAS tut.. met up wif e whole lot of them for lunch.. hee~ den went for law lec.. damn boring lor.. almost slept.. but cant lor.. coz i was sitting in e 2nd row.. hee~ went for ent tut after lec.. my tutor din mark attendance.. hee~ she sae she wun b marking attendance coz she is more concern abt our progress.. haha.. so can skip sometimes lor~ hee~

after tut.. went to look for them again.. den went to biz park to wait for zhenzhu n huizhu.. den went to buy cake for chenyang.. help him celebrate.. belated bday~ hee~

eh.. luckily we reach early.. coz he will b goin out for dinner wif his family.. he came down for awhile.. din reali sabo.. onli ask him to get e stick out frm e cake.. he eat quite alot of whipped cream to get e stick out.. OMG~ haha.. *er xin lehz..* hee~

den irene, huizhu, nicole, ruifang n mi grab some whipped cream n wiped/put/apply on his face.. hee~

after e whole thingy, irene went home.. ruifang, huizhu, nicole n mi went to 85 for dinner.. eat quite alot of thingy 2day.. hee~ bar chor mee, satay n stingray~ e stingray wasnt tat nice.. coz e other stall is closed.. chatted for quite long...

den we walked nicole to bus stop.. den ruifang n mi walked huizhu home.. den i walked ruifang to bus stop... n i'm back home at 10plus... hee~

ruifang gave mi a morning call at 9.30 tis morning.. went to cut hair at 12.30pm.. so short.. haiz.. i onli like e fringe.. but nvm la.. wat's done cannot b undone.. hee~

went to cs basement to eat.. ate black pepper chicken rice.. nicey~ hee!

went to shop ard tm n cs wif my aunts.. bought a shirt frm Esprit.. n my aunt paid for it.. heehee~ my aunt paid for my hair cut oso..

happy fathers' day~~~ my sis n my mum bought cakes... w/o informing each other.. so there r 2 cakes.. i luv cakes~~ ha~! i miss Durian Cake frm Angie the Choice and Cheese Cake frm Secret Recipe...

my sis wake mi up at 5am in e morning to watch "Child's Play" ... den i went back to slp...

wake up at 2.30pm.. still veri tired n slpy.. but muz wake up lor.. coz meeting zhenzhu, ruifang, liling n ivy at 4pm at Orchard MRT ctrl.. As usual, i was late~ hehe.. reached at abt 4.45pm... but but, i got reason one k.. haha.. coz of wat ruifang said.. i cannot be early.. hahaha~ hee~

liling n ivy reached ard 5pm... den we went to Lido KFC for lunch cum dinner.. till 6pm, den we proceed to Far East Plaza... shop ard lookin for someone's present... met Shaun n his fren, max *not sure if i got e spellin rite* there... he joined us later as he nid to company his fren go dono where.. hee~ asked for shaun's opinion.. coz our taste n e guys' taste r different lor.. after tat we went rounds n rounds to look for e shop tat shaun wanted to go.. coz he forgot where e shop is located.. haha~

we bought wat we wanted n he bought wat he wanted... den we walked to Heeren as he arranged to meet max there.. after tat, we decided to go to CityLink, sat down at a cafe *forgot wat it is called le* haha.. ordered mocha chillino.. chatted till 11plus... den liling n ruifang had to go coz they nid to b home by 12... shaun n max went off too...

left ivy, zhenzhu n mi... wanted to go Esplanade n wait for lance there.. but he sae he not meeting us le.. so we went to catch e last train... my Esplanade trip is gone again.. nvr been to Esplanade b4.. hee~

reached home abt 12:30am.. called ruifang... chatted awhile till abt 1.30am...

went to stay over at my ah ma hse on thurs nite...

liling gave mi a morning call at 6.15am on fri, but it din wake mi up.. coz i switched my fone to silent mode.. hee~ wake up at 7.45am... bathe, den bring my ah ma for breakfast, den to Changi General Hospital for her eye checkup... reached there at abt 9.30am.. waited for quite long.. finished at abt 12noon...

reached home abt 12.30pm.. bathe again.. e weather was damn hot~

went to buy tickets for "The Best Bet" at Princess first... waited for e rest at mac...

chatted at e mac.. n off we go to watch e show at 5.30pm... almost e whole show is in hokkien... but i understand... hehe~

after e show, we went to Downtown East to meet nicole, den went to cindy's chalet.. left awhile later... den liling went home.. e rest of us went to Tamp Coffeebean.. chatted for awhile.. den zhenzhu n ivy walked home, ouyang, ruifang, nicole n mi went to take bus home...

reached home at 12:15am... called ruifang at 1:30am.. chatted till abt 2:30am.. coz she cant get to slp... hee~

i missed e A&F Orientation 2day... sound rather fun... seems tat i missed alot of fun... n sabo~ but nvm la... hee~

ruifang gave mi a morning call at 8am.. but i went back to slp... luckily she called mi again at 8.45am.. or else i dono when will i wake up.. hee~

supposed to meet huizhu at 10am at her hse bus stop.. but i reached at abt 10:15am.. sorry to keep u waiting again..!! reached sch at abt 10:35am... n all of them r waiting for us.. sorry to keep all of ya waiting..!!

5hrs of entrepreneurship talk was damn boring... almost slept.. tired oso... den had lunch at mensa.. roti prata~ almost nothin to eat lor... sianz... played bingo during e talk.. hee~ or else i would haf slp...

after e talk.. went to tm for cindy's present... den went to pasar malam.. ate sausage.. nice~ hee~

ivy n zhenzhu went home.. liling, irene, ruifang n mi went to 85 for dinner.. ouyang n lance joined us too... had bar chor mee again n dim sum~

walked liling to bus stop.. den i walked home...

tired day~ haiz...

feel like staying out again~ long time din stay out le... but when? haiz...

dono wat m i feeling now... feeling weird.. suddenly so lost.. sad..

2day supposed to meet at 1pm at Kallang MRT ctrl.. but guess wat? all of them r late.. haha.. mi n huizhu reached first.. waited for liling, zhenzhu n ruifang...

When zhenzhu came, i told her i saw nicole and she will b goin to ice skate oso... but she juz dun believe mi~ haiz... *seems like no one believe mi le*

started ice-skating at 2pm.. till 5pm.. i din fall 2day.. hee~ first time din fall... but i din reali noe how to skate le... long time din go le.. hee~ if got time, muz go again.. hee~ had lotsa fun... esp when we were throwing ice at each other.. imagine ruifang, huizhu n mi 'attacking' nicole 2gether.. haha...

after ice-skating, we went bowling.. played 1 game onli...

den zhenzhu went to meet her family... whereas e rest of us went to KFC for dinner.. we were freezing at KFC.. damn cold.. chatted awhile... till abt 9plus... den we took a cab to Bedok...

ruifang n mi walked liling to e bus stop n waited for her bus... den we went to take bus home..

i was not feeling well after ice-skating.. veri cold at e bowling.. but ruifang sae she is hot.. tink i gonna b sick... but i juz recovered not long ago.. haiz.. now got sore throat n feeling hot... hopefully will be okie when i wake up later...

later still nid to go back sch for basic entrepreneurship talk.. for 5 hrs.. sianz... better go slp le.. ruifang will b giving mi morning call at 8plus... bye ya for nw~ nitey~

juz back home~
at first decided to go ktv wif joline n qin~ but joline could not make it last min...
so left mi n qin~ we tot of goin to play pool instead of ktv... coz onli e 2 of us.. kinda weird rite? haha...

met qin at 2pm at bedok interchange..
in e end, guess wat? we decided to go ktv.. haha.. yea~ onli e 2 of us... e 'feeling' is there... so we went... hee~ eh, who own e copyrite of 'feeling' ah? let mi use ah.. hee~

We sang for 3 hrs... N it's not enuff.. haha~
Imagine qin went to 点 "明天我要嫁给你" and "你是我老婆" consecutively... OMG~ eh, qin, wanna b my lao po ah? *bLush* hahaha~ coz she was like singing e 1st song to mi.. den i sang e 2nd song to her.. haha~ we were laffing thru-out these 2 songs.. reali enjoyed tis ktv session, regardless of e no of pple..!! hee~

after ktv, we went to play pool... long time din play le.. hee~ becum rusty le.. haiz... haha~ eh, shld go play more.. hee~

after pool, we went to arcade... quite crowded.. lotsa pple.. played daytona, photohunt, crazy taxi, scud race and my fav - dragon world~ haha...

met kai at 85 for dinner~ mi n qin ordered bar chor mee n fried oyster... but tis kai hor, dun like pork dun like fried oyster.. everything oso dun like.. haha.. in e end, she ordered hokkien mee~ wanted to order stingray... but closed..!! chatted for awhile...

den kai n mi walked qin home.. den i walked kai home.. den i went home.. hee~ *mi nice rite?* hahaha~ heyhey.. dun puke k.. haha.. imagine i could haf reached home in 5 mins lehz.. hee~ we tok abt our sec sch days.. alot of great memories... onli those who went thru wif mi noes.. hee~ nothing gd either.. hee~ if i were to write everything down.. dono nid how mani pages.. haha~

eh eh... find one day... muz gather kai, ting, yiting, joy, qin, zhen, etc.. n make sure every1 appears~ hee~ coz everytime meet up, surely got a few cant make it one... hee~

liling~~~~~ sorry!~ *sincere look* surprised? y i sae sorri?? i lied~ tat gal is juz so cute ya? heehee...

but anyway u din believe mi rite? or did u believe mi?

*shhh.. it's a secret between u n mi ah*

eH.. i wanna change my hp~ but no money... haiz.. muz save to buy~ hee... but nw still veri ex lehz...

nokia7200~~~ hee~ luv tis fone... so nice~~~ hahaha...

i prefer e grey blue one~ hee~ but but.. when can i get hold of tis fone?? *sigh*

slept at 7plus in e morning... reali cant get to slp these few days.. dono y.. tink it became a habit le.. haiz.. muz change tis habit.. but how?

gonna see how i die when sch starts...

how to wake up if i slp at tis time? hee~ *wondering*

You taught me how to love,

You taught me how to live,

You taught me to cry,

You taught me to laugh...

But when you left me,

You forgot to teach me how to forget you...

So until now, i still love you, live for you, cry for you, laugh for you & can't forget you...

finished watching "Westside Story" which i borrowed frm ruifang...

actually wanted to go jogging, but din go... hee~

din reali do anythin 2dae.. boring dae...

i was late~ reached orchard ard 3.30pm.. went to look for liling, zhenzhu, ruifang n ouyang at lido.. den we went to borders, n den mac to kill time.. hee~ we tried to dig secrets out frm zhenzhu but we failed..

watched "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind"... den we went to bugis Fish n Co for dinner..

bought Youpeng's album 2day~ hee~

i wanna buy QDAQH n e book oso... muz go buy one of these days..

slept at 7am.. liling gave mi a morning call at 10.45am.. but i went back to slp.. hee~ coz raining mahz.. was supposed to meet them at 1pm at tamp for lunch.. but i chose slp rather den lunch.. pull myself outta bed at 12.30pm.. bathe n sms zhenzhu that i will reach b4 3pm.. coz it was still raining n lazy to bring umbrella out mahz.. hee~
I wasnt late k.. i did reach there b4 3pm.. haha~ went to look for them at S11.. den we went to shop at tm.. den catch e show 'The Day After Tomorrow' at 4.35pm, reali nice show~ hee~

went to mac for dinner... chat till 10.30pm.. guess wat? when we stop tokin n laffing, e whole mac was so quiet.. haha.. tink we r causing noise pollution there.. haha~ long time din reali sit down wif frens to chat for hrs le~ *dun ask why we got so mani thingy to tok for hrs* we juz got lotsa thingy to tok abt.. hee~ ruifang "suffered" e most.. coz zhenzhu n i r digging secrets out frm her.. n we succeeded~ haha..
den we went home.. reached home ard 11plus~

Youpeng's album 「以前以後」 is out 2day~ finally~ but i went to mj n sembawang music to look for it... e stocks haf nt arrived yet.. haiz...
but but but.. nvm~ i'm goin to get it later~

eh.. shld haf tis blog done few days ago.. but drag till nw.. hee~ Finally done... but still veri plain~ Time passes so fast sia.. 6am le.. hafta go slp le~ if nt later sure cannot wake up on time.. hehe~meeting liling, zhenzhu n ruifang for movie later~ cannot b late~

Eh.. saw tis at my jie there... haiz..

I was lonely ever since the day you've left me,
You brought me to heaven only to push me to hell,
Gave me happiness to turn into tears,
Took my heart just to break it,
Left me when i love you most.