saw tis frm Jie's blog~

I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night but deep in my heart I truly know you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go. How can i say gdbye to someone i nvr had? Why do tears fall for someone who was nvr mine? Why is tat i miss someone i was nvr wif?

-I wan nothing-

LOOK HERE. dun take girls for granted. u dono wat they haf done for u.

Message: Luv e girl in ur heart, not in ur mind. If you base ur relationship on feelings, it will fail for there r ups & downs in feelings. Girls r there to be loved, not toyed ard.

Luv her for who she is. Dun even tink abt changing any bit abt her. 6 billion pple in tis world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay tat way. You change any part of her, you'll change her 4ever. Dun substitute her for any1 else, they r juz unique in their own ways.

Luv whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her. She could haf juz got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of luv. So luv her guys, not play wif her.

Dun juz get e girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're wif her, luv her. Dun cause a strain in e relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, tat's not respecting luv at all. Respect luv e way it is & everything will be e best it can be. I've been there & I know how it feels.

Dun expect perfection frm her. She's e only one in e world & she's done e best she could.

Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I tink it's time you remain single for a while. Dun go ard breaking girls' hearts, it's e most tragic thing to do.

Tell e truth, nvr hide anything frm her. If you wan her to tell you everything, do e same.

Dun go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys e same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.

Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get e girl of ur dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, dun ask for more.

It nvr kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting tat diamond ring isn't e only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get e job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's e luv.

Nvr promise her tat you'll luv her 4ever bcoz ur 4ever might end e nxt day. Luv her as if each day is e last.

Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys. Do tat & you'll reali break ur girl's heart. Isn't gd being too well-known too, it'll gif her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.

Promise her & make sure you nvr break it. Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge your luv to her & her alone.

Loving her is giving her ur heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. Tat's luv. Gif her ur heart, ur life, ur everything.

Lay down ur life & prepare to die for her when e need arises. But stay strong & live thru another day, she can nvr live without you.

Nvr, ever walk out of her life. She wun juz cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die. It her heart tat you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?

Winning a girl's heart isn't e final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her luv. Luv her all e way till e end of time, luv her till marriage, luv her till old age, luv her till death. If you can luv her till e end of time, you've earned e honor & respect for you've truly loved her.

She chose you bcoz she believes tat you can fulfil ur promise. Win her heart & luv her over. Remember, e girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to luv, not to show off to your "friends".

I was alone

You came alone

And gave your heart to me

And I knew. But I was scared to tell you

Just how much. How much I need you

And I wanted. I wanted to show you

Just how much. How much I adore you

And then one day

I heard you say

You'd always stand beside me

Then I know. I know I had to tell you

Just how much. How much I thank you

So I found. I found a way to tell you

Just how much. How much I love you

And so today

I want to say

I'll always stand beside you

And I swear. I swear I'll always love you

As long. As long as you need me too

And I found. I found a way to tell you

(That this song. This song's just for you)

That this song. This song says. I love you

These are my words

You're never supposed to hear from me at all

That I'm just another one standing by you

Praying to the stars

To become someone special to you

I've been waiting for so long

For you to be near

My love has just begun since you called my name

As if I breathed for the first time

As light as feather soaring up high

Bright as guiding light in my eyes

The world has just begun with your shining smile as if you created my all

The moon was made out of your tears

I realize all on my own

Wondering the reason why

My heart and soul confused

Give me a chance

Is it too late to be next to you

Won't ask for more For the rest of my life

Wanna give you my all every night and day

My love will be true

Trying hard to reach

Less than zero hope that's hard for me to keep

Hangin on to promises without meaning

went for IF test in e morning.. dun tink i will do well for it.. din reali study for it.. i was slpin e whole nite till morning.. mayb its bcoz of e format.. which is 20MCQs.. cause mi to b so slack.. hee~

went for lunch wif them after test.. den to zhenzhu's hse.. decided to go her hse instead of nicole's hse coz im lazy~ hee~ its damn hot too..

listened to MP3 while waiting for their call.. den heard tis song frm ken zhu.. quite nice.. hmmm.. well.. i onli like e 2 sentences.. hee~ they shld noe.. coz i've been singing e 2 lines repeatedly till they r irritated.. tink so.. ha~ =P

went to ouyang's hse.. they did their co&co.. left for home after dinner wif them.. while they headed back to continue wif their art piece.. hee~ ask mi y i left so early? coz i miss home~ i miss my com~ hee~ ^^

JOKE OF THE DAY~! Roast Duck!!! ^^ haha~ =Pp

went to work 2day.. imagine i reached chinatown at 9plus.. n i took bus there.. hee~ had mac breakfast b4 we went to office..

JOKE OF THE DAY~! ahem~ haha~ scared? k la.. dun sae! see i so good.. *wink* shall keep it in my mind n laff myself.. oPpSs.. forgive mi for being selfish.. ^^

left office ard 8.. couldnt hit e target she set for mi.. went off to tamp to meet them.. had milk tea at mos burger.. =)

end here.. gotta search for my commskills stuffs.. nitey~ =D

went to watch "Constantine" wif them..

no sch 2molo~ ^^

cds assignment due-ing tis wed.. exams r cominG..

1130.. commskills meeting.. went for lesson frm 1-5pm.. damn tired.. feel like slpin during e lesson.. haiz..

after lesson.. went to nicole's hse to meet them.. tamp.. had watermelon n honeydew sago.. home..

im sick.. but ruifang~ i will b okie 2molo.. hee~

went to my aunt's hse.. for my cousins' bday~ reached there ard 4plus.. slack.. eat.. tok.. play.. watever..

den my ah ma wanna go to e market to buy something.. so i accompany her there.. kinda lost our way there.. hee~ cant find e ntuc.. damn long din go there le.. but in e end.. found it.. hee~ den my sis called.. ask mi where i brought my ah ma to.. -_- coz we went for veri long..

took pics wif my hp.. mahjong for them.. slacking for mi.. home ard 12..

reached orchard ard 345.. went to bits n pieces awhile.. den ruifang called n sae she reach le.. so went to meet her..

waited for ken at e usual place.. he was late.. he came ard 415.. gave us logsheet n counter.. den asked ruifang n mi to go to our location n wait for him.. n our location he gave us is at ard meridian hotel.. so far lo.. we left at 430.. den walk all e way there.. waited for him there..

told ruifang tat we cfm count traffic light de.. hee~ n i was right.. ken gave mi e opp traffic light.. where not much pple will cross frm there de.. hee~ poor ruifang~ =D though not much pple.. but i wasnt bored at all.. dono y oso.. hee~ mayb coz got to see e chingay.. but actually nothin to see de.. mayb got shuai ge.. hee~ =P

saw huizhu~ she appeared frm my back n gave mi a shock.. hee~ tot who sia.. hee~

i saw someone carrying a huge cowy soft toy.. so cute.. hee~ i saw a dog too.. big big de.. dono wat breed.. nice~

ruifang came to find mi at 11.. walked back to mandarin hotel.. returned everythin.. den walk back to dhoby ghaut mrt.. -_- coz ruifang can take NEL home directly.. n i can take 14 home..

eh.. quite a few days din blog le..

went zhenzhu's hse on wed.. but left her hse ard 12.. sori nicole tat i din company u till morning.. hee~ fell on e way back.. haiz.. scratches.. blue black.. ruifang~ u got it right.. got blue black e nxt day..

2day.. woke up at 9.. bathe in my mum rm.. coz my sis wanna use e toilet.. no time to wait for her.. left home ard 950.. rush to take cab.. coz i got commskills at 1020.. n i haven print out e notes yet.. went lab to print.. den ultra supplies to make copies for them.. n im not late.. hee~

after commskills.. went tamp wif zhenzhu.. bank n had lunch at foodcourt.. back to sch.. for foi tut.. sianz.. i reali dun understand foi.. i hate it lo..

meet nicole n faith after foi tut.. watch e show in e LT.. met joline at e bus stop.. took bus wif nicole to her hse.. went eastpoint for ice cream.. hee~ durian flo~ quite nice~ but i still prefer parkway de~ i miss it! ^^

took 38 to bedok.. slpt in e bus.. coz e journey quite long.. den was tired..

2molo will b working.. hee~ not chinatown! its at orchard.. chingay.. frm 5-11pm.. but muz meet at 4pm.. cfm difficult to count de.. so mani pple.. haiz..

HappY BirthdaY, MasteR~ =)
MaY uR BIG daY Be oNe speciaL mOment aFteR anotheR~
EnjoY uRseLf~

From uR FaithfuL SlavE~ ^^

ruifang called mi in e afternoon.. ask mi if i can work anot.. hesitate awhile.. hee~ den agreed to work coz nothin to do at home..

suppose to meet her at chinatown exit E de.. n i walked all e way frm outram east-west line to outram north-east line.. den i went to look for exit E n went up.. till i called her den i realised i din take NEL to chinatown station.. -_-

chinatown exit E is e wrong exit too.. ruifang went to search for e exit to e office.. while i went to take train to chinatown.. coz lazy to walk.. hee~ e correct exit is exit A.. gal~ rem.. exit A! haha~

met her.. went up office.. took log sheet n counters.. n slack there.. till ard 630.. ken bring us to our location..

he came to ask mi if i can work on thurs anot.. but i was tinking if i shld work anot.. coz working at chinatown is so so so BORING!!! no pple de.. den he told mi my lesson end at 3 on wed n 1 on thurs.. n e culprit is >> ruifang.. hahaha~ i was shocked how cum he noe.. hee~ workin there is so bored tat i even took pics of xiao qiang! heE~ but i got do my work la.. i onli took e pics when there's no pple n obviously when ken is nt ard.. ^^

after work.. we asked him if he still nid pple.. den he ask real work or work as e same as us.. -_- so all e while.. we haf been doing fake work k.. ^^ he sae okie.. n come anytime for e interview.. den we doubt tat he will b free anytime.. keep asking him.. n he sae we r like trying to matchmake for him.. -_-.. u r thinking too much! ^^

woke up ard 11plus.. bathe n out.. went bedok inter to buy shampoo.. was thinking if i shld go home to put my shampoo or bring it along to liling's hse coz i wasnt bringing any bag.. lookin at e time.. alreadi ard 130 le.. meeting them at 2 at amk.. so final decision >>> off to take 24..

24 came nt long after i reach e bus stop.. reached amk ard 2plus.. meet liling n ruifang at e bus stop.. zhenzhu n leekim will b late.. so we went to have lunch 1st.. N i forgot to bring oranges.. so went to buy.. hee~

they reached ard 3.. went to meet them.. start painting.. helped ruifang to paint her colour wheel.. all of us were painting.. den ruifang helped us to do e foi quiz.. she did all e theory.. left e practical part for leekim n mi to do.. switch jobs.. hee~ she continue wif e paintings.. while leekim n mi did e practical n cracking our brains for e theory.. coz we r uncertain for e theory.. den was trying every1 acc wif different ans.. hee~ =P coz we r sure which r e qns tat were wrong.. lookin for e ans in e book, asking pple, etc.. hee~ we learnt something! well.. i wun forget e qns.. hee~ ^^

went for mac for dinner.. liling~ it wasnt a 5min walk k.. hee~ went back to her hse.. all of us were slacking.. except leekim.. she was busy drawing.. hee~ left liling's hse ard 11plus.. took 22 wif zhenzhu.. 'sent/company/walked' her home.. ha~ wif e intention to take cab home frm her hse.. hee~ she exposed mi immediately lo.. gal~ cant u entertain mi? haha~

home.. so hot n sticky.. hee~ bathe wif cold water.. super cooling n fresh nw.. heE~ ^^

FINALLY cleared my uir online assignment.. my commskills postings..

still gotta do foi online quiz, tut, commskills research.. its my turn nxt wk.. study for cma test.. study for uir test.. sianz.. NO TIME...

i found my anklet! hee~ on my dad's vehicle.. hee~ but nid to fix it.. -_- tink its time for mi to buy a new one.. but..... i bought tis not long ago.. haiz..

woke up ard 11plus.. had bought a lot of clothes.. but still got no idea on wat to wear.. tink coz mostly were black.. found a jeans skirt tat i bought damn long ago.. even had e price tag wif it.. din wore b4.. heE~ go wif e collar tee.. at least it looks better den e jeans.. went off ard 1plus.. to my ah ma hse 1st.. had lunch over there.. din eat much.. all thanks to e ulcer on my tongue..

stayed till 3plus.. went over to my wai po hse at sengkang.. they asked mi to eat again! -_-"' but i din eat.. mainly due to e pain.. shit.. came at e wrong time k.. din eat much of e new yr goodies too.. haiz.. ba gua~ egg roll~ chocolate~ i missed all! but....... i had alot of e drinks!!! hee~

went back to my ah ma hse ard 8plus.. they had steamboat.. had a couple of prawn/sotong balls, jin zhen gu, wan ton, soup.. tats all for my dinner.. my aunt gave mi oral aid to apply on e ulcer.. but awhile later.. e pain is back.. well, i noe its not xian dan.. =) hmm.. my dono-who's baby is veri cute! like sitting up when pple is carrying her.. luv her eyes.. hee~

din gamble.. went in e rm.. for e air con.. they were watching vcd.. e show quite nice.. korean show.. lied on e floor on a large cushion, with e intention to slp.. hee~ n i fall aslp! till 2plus.. they woke mi up.. n my uncle sent us home.. thanks~ =D

after lesson.. went parkway wif them.. shop.. dinner at mac.. tats all~ shall nt elaborate! =Pp

who else can i trust..?

nicole~! read tis~ hee~

- Easy is to get a place in someone's address book Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart

- Easy is to judge the mistakes of others Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes

- Easy is to talk without thinking Difficult is to refrain the tongue

- Easy is to hurt someone who loves us Difficult is to heal the wound

- Easy is to forgive others Difficult is to ask for forgiveness

- Easy is to set rules Difficult is to follow them

- Easy is to dream every night Difficult is to fight for a dream

- Easy is to show victory Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity

- Easy is to admire a full moon Difficult to see the other side

- Easy is to stumble with a stone Difficult is to get up

- Easy is to enjoy life every day Difficult to give its real value

- Easy is to promise something to someone Difficult is to fulfill that promise

- Easy is to say we love Difficult is to show it every day

- Easy is to criticize others Difficult is to improve oneself

- Easy is to make mistakes Difficult is to learn from them

- Easy is to weep for a lost love Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it

- Easy is to think about improving Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action

- Easy is to think bad of others Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt

- Easy is to receive Difficult is to give

- Easy to read this Difficult to follow

- Easy is keep the friendship with words Difficult is to keep it with meanings

sat.. -sad- hope i din scare nicole.. =P my tears juz keep flowing non-stop frm bedok to orchard.. cant seem to stop it.. come to tink of it.. shldnt had cried.. bcoz of someone.. hee~ but anyway.. its over..

meet up wif ivy n liling at wisma.. lunch.. started shoppin.. tried on a jeans skirt.. hee~ shld i buy or not? in search for a polo tee.. cant see any tat i like..

ouyang meet us ard 7plus.. zhenzhu meet us after tat..

left orchard ard 10plus.. liling n ivy went home.. while zhenzhu, ouyang n mi went to nicole hse.. actually wanted to go home de.. im scared.. so nicole suggested tat i go to her hse instead of wandering ard.. thanks alot gal~

chatted till 4plus.. slp.. left nicole hse ard 10.. breakfast at long john.. took 38 wif nicole.. home ard 12plus..

fri.. comm skills.. meet zhenzhu n ouyang at library.. went bedok inter to look for huizhu n leekim.. had curry rice for lunch.. =D

back to sch for foi tut.. after tut.. suppose to meet them at orchard.. so sorry tat i cant go wif u..

dono y.. shoppin is damn boring tat day.. shld haf go wif u.. hee~

went cityhall to meet up wif ivy.. dinner at bk.. home..

cleared 3 bags of rubbish.. slpt for 1hr plus.. got up.. bathe.. met huizhu at her bus stop.. reached sch ard 945.. all e IF notes r wif mi.. so cannot b late.. hee~

lec.. lunch at e new opened coffee shop opp sch..

went to leekim n zhenzhu co&co class.. hee~ slacking there.. den their tutor knew i wasnt frm e class.. he asked if im frm e class.. hee~ took a pic of e colour wheel.. their tutor allowed them to go off ard 4plus..

went ruifang n huizhu class.. they cant go off yet.. waited outside their class.. till 530.. went to find liling n off to tamp..

shop ard.. spend a long time in fila shop.. we were acting like a bunch of aunties.. -_-"' haha~ bought 8 same t-shirts.. zhenzhu n mi bought polo tee too.. hee~ =D but we arent aunties anymore once we leave e shop.. hee~

dinner at mos burger.. n home..

FOI proj FINALLY handed in.. thanks to every1.. =D

went zhenzhu hse.. helped ruifang to paint.. nicole joined us ard 11plus.. finish painting ard 4.. juz home..

gotta pack my stuffs nw.. im tired.. but i cant slp..

i met liling 2day~ i MEET liling~ hahaha~ =D

after IF tut.. i managed to understand wat im blur wif last nite.. hee~ ^^

met huizhu at her bus stop.. i MEET her.. ha~ tut till 5.. den went anf meeting.. den off to tm.. walked there.. had dinner at food court.. ice cream at gelare..

went over to zhenzhu's hse.. did IF tut there.. was blur over e bid n offer.. hee~ they tried to explain to make mi understand.. thanks guys~ but sorry tat i still dun get it.. @_@

home ard 12plus..

went serangoon for a hair cut yest.. den cab down to tamp.. send my sis to e temple to look for them.. den went over to ouyang's hse to meet them..

took pic of e puzzle.. den off to huizhu's hse.. lucky we were on time.. coz she was goin out wif her mum.. hee~ a min later n we wld haf missed her!

went down to bugis.. alot of pple.. sianz.. shop ard.. din buy anythin.. dinner at swensen.. had their fish baked rice.. its nice~ no fishy smell.. hee~

den walked over to citylink.. bought a t-shirt at 37 degrees..

home ard 11..